Still feel dumb

I see you and I feel like
now that you're gone I never should let you go
I see you and I realize
that what we had before, was stupid and was wrong

And I feel dumb to say
where did we go wrong
Because in my heart I know
God I want to numb the pain
that I felt for so damn long
Words can't describe how low I feel

I saw you just the other day
Walking hand in hand with that guy I thought was gay
Now all I have is this stupid band
You left me high and dry with my dick stuck in my hand

Still feel dumb now