Scripted

My life is a black and white film
There's nowhere to escape
No cut scenes where I can hide my shame
Stereotypical situations and heartbreaking conversations
That we all know too well

Oh well

I just want to see the difference
I just need to get out
Prove to myself I've got more to offer than this self-doubt
But the reel keeps on running
I wish my legs could do the same

Where has the time gone?
Where have I been?
Where has my life gone?
Where have I been?

I'm nothing more than ordinary
I'm nothing
And I'm sick of letting my surroundings get the best of me
I'm sick of letting other people control my honesty

Stifled in a cloud of fear
Can't fill my lungs, I'm barely breathing
Sick and tired of the weather here
Can't hear my thoughts
My mind is screaming