The reason

When something or nothing
Or spirit thing
Was for you priceless and now is still
A distant dream
Thoughts and memories
Which weren't where they should be
Your life is so dead
The dream was so far,
That you couldn't think
Never become into your reality
You hear laugh from inside
When you stood before
And couldn't do any move
It was so hard
To defeat your own fear
In the moment of desperation
Mind fed your courage by lies
There were things, you never saw
There were things, you never