New regrets

I guess you know what it meant to me
And all the times we shared
I wish they were back
How can I hold so tight to what I just turned down?
Fading memories won't dissapear
It's sticking to my heart like portraits of my past
It won't let me go
Time to face it, I was wrong
But there's no return from where
I've been and there's no way to erase the things
I screwed up
And every night I stayed awake slave of my own thoughts
Won't bring it back
I can't let go
Everytime that I walk through these doors,
The same old doors, I see a ghost of what I should be
I'm scared to think
I wasn't strong enough
And I turned around
And I walked away from my dreams.