Point of no return

Delusion and lies have marked my life
Filled with difficulties and negative thoughts
I just think about the true meaning of it all
And i can't find no answers, and I feel so alone

Locked in my room without seeing anyone
A gun my only company, the only escape
I tried to raise up in front my problems
Without realizing that I am their slave

Thanks to myself i reached the point of no return
There is no hope for me and all my chances are now gone
Thanks to myself i reached the point of no return
There is no hope for me and all my chances are now gone

Hate my only feeling to the world around me
I never have been able to find the right way
Refusing any kind of help to heal my soul
Remaining in my world made of broken dreams

I feel my soul so cold
A sense of abandon poisons my heart
Drowning in the endless void of myself
With the sole intention to make it end

Thanks to myself i reached the point of no return
There is no hope for me and all my chances are now gone
Thanks to myself i reached the point of no return
There is no hope for me and all my chances are now gone