Betrayed by yourself

I feel the suffering
Takin’ over me
Consuming my strength
In a battle for sanity
My demons are the reality
I don´t know if I created
My own vision of chaos
Or if the world around me
Is really this insanity

The shadows are on me now
Confusing my thoughts
I cannot remember
How I was before

I have looked for a reason to stay alive
But nothing makes sense here
Is it the only way out?
But that was chosen for me

How can I believe? – Betrayed by yourself
Despair is what´s left – Feel It
Doubts dominate my mind - It´s my truth
I don´t want to continue! – I´m lost

I have looked for a reason to stay alive
But nothing makes sense here
Is it the only way out?
But that was chosen for me