Dont try suicide

I'm scared to leave the house,
I'm scared to go to sleep
And when i do, i wake up feeling scared
My girlfriend cuddles me and holds me when i cry
I tell her that i'm scared,
Ask if she thinks i'll die
She tells me i'm ok,
I don't believe her, but it makes me feel better anyway
Can't get myself to eat,
Trick myself and watch tv
Even when it works,
I end up puking scared
My girlfriend cuddles me and holds me
When i cry
I tell her that i'm scared,
She says that i won't die
She tells me i'm ok,
But i don't believe her,
But it makes me feel better anyways.