Its never going to be the same again

Looking from my step today
The view is not in place
There's a pivot point in time now that a trail of yesterdays cannot erase

And its never going to be the same again
And I'm not sure if that's a bad thing

No more innocence, a sense of fear has taken hold
Or maybe its uncertainty of a brave new future untold

And it's never going to be the same again
And I'm not sure if that's a good thing

And if you pray to God
Ask her where she was
I'm not looking to lay the blame
I'm just searching for a because