Light of illusions

I've run through seven skies not looking back
Have I slept all this time?
Sometimes diving into murky clouds
As in dreams I've gone with the tide

I was alive, I was awake

You've never looked at me
You've never spoken with me
I've got the life
Light of illusions fills my days
Have you saved me of my becoming sane?

All life I've been here
I've been winged by my blindness for so long time
Ruined by your wrath when you'd flared
Have you got cause to deprive me of this last light?

I was alive, I was awake

Still: You've never looked at my eyes
You've never seen the truth
Just you're afraid
Your days were filled with illusions light
I save you and I make you sane.//

If you remember about me, remember me, my God,
Come back to close my eyes forever I am dying
I'm still here without some sense, I'm under the load
Of my unlived happiness
If you remember me, remember me,
Come back to close my eyes forever I am dying
I'm still here, I'm under the load
Of my unlived happiness