Deceived, betrayed, killed, enslaved

This barrier that I see
Which stands in front of me
Tortures my mind's calmness
Increases our stupidity

Your face and your warm
On which I could once rely
Now stand behind the barrier
Total paranoia of life
Deceived!!
Betrayed!!
Killed!!
Enslaved!!
Kill me!!
Let me die!!
Kill me!!
End my life!!