Clumsy jester

I wanna put together the puzzles of myself
nothing fits, the time pulsates
although no one talks, everyone smiles
"you are so clumsy - little jester"

Jester smiles, jester jumps
Jester sings his best song
Shows his tricks, his best ones
People love to watch him and laugh

When world remains silent - even heroes doubt
silence like a gulf - absorbs my understanding
and this little guy - in the rain
in pathetic darkness of the worst skit of the world