So young

Laid on this black bed
In this dark room
No windows or doors
No visitors

I never wanted to do what I did
I never wanted not to do what I didn't
I never wanted to do what I did

I can't face myself
Shamefully I cry
Some black dressed woman
Comes by my side

I never wanted to do what I did
I never wanted not to do what I didn't
I never wanted to do what I did

"He's nothing but a young old man

breaking his breathing machine
Pulling out the plugs

Felling so down as the ground
the cold ground
Muddy ground

So young..."