I wish i've never had found you

Where are those eyes
When I need them
Is my fate
To be alone?

You can say
That you're happy
But I'm so tired
To prove you wrong

I could've called you
And say: I'm sorry
But my pride
Don't let me be

I didn't want
To hurt your feelings
I just want
You here with me

I know
The things that you don't show
I know
The dreams you won't let go
I know you used to like
The songs I write
And all that you've been through
I wish I've never had found you

I see your smile
In all the faces
But still is hard
To find myself

I close my eyes
And try to see you
But all I find
Is you with someone else

Tonight I promised
Not to seek you
And maybe
Move on with my life

I wrote this song
To make you notice
That tho I'm far
I'm still alive

I know
The things that you don't show
I know
The dreams you won't let go
I know you used to like
The songs I write
And all that you've been through
I wish I've never had found you